Monday, November 9, 2009

day 2 post #2

Ok to elaborate on the phone, for the record I will not name drop on this blog. After I said I didn't have her number, she tries to pull I been thinking bout you a lot type of shit #fail. Then, said "I was gon come thru and are but you be bullshittin" damn right I do I haven't seen you in years. You might fuck around and get me robbed. Im from South Memphis please don't try to okey doke me. Anyway, I hang up with her and got a big burst of energy & cleaned up my whole apartment lol. Next thing I get a text from the female that sent me the 330 text asking why didn't I answer her. I got kinda mad cause dont question why I don't answer my phone. I Pay Bills! So I told her I was sleep which I was. I don't think I want to tell every female what Im doing because then they'll really try me. This is really a mental test. Anyone can fuck but its not the same when you just hit chicks just because you can. That shit gets boring and I actually want more out of a relationship. OK Im through rambling..Dueces!

day 2 post #1

ok so last night I had way too many dreams about sex and it was definitely females that shouldn't have been in these dreams lol..i hope this isn't something that will be constant. Also, a girl I havent talked to in like 3 or 4 years called me like we talk everyday WTF! I asked who is this and she was like so you don't have my number...how about no! The 1st day wasn't hard at all but im starting to feel it already but thats all for now..more post later

Sunday, November 8, 2009

Day 1 Post #1

Ok so this started @ midnight November 8th & it wont end til midnight December 19th. When I made the declaration, I got 2 texts. One around 3:30 AM & the other one @ 7 AM both wanting the same thing..sex. I didn't bother to answer the one from 3:30. The one @ 7 *sighs* wasnt that understanding after I told her. She said "I owe her" lol that was funny because in my head I was like "I'm not a piece of meat." Shortly after I told her I was going back to sleepy I get text saying she going to Vickie Secrets later on..& it was followed by a pic of her. *sighs* I look at the pic & hormones went instantly into a rage but I did delete cause there is no way in hell I'm breaking on the 1st day. My ex I was with for a good min also called me & when I told her about it..I got the same reaction. She said you not going to make it of course and how she said was like she going to be a problem so I'm most definitely avoiding her AT ALL COST! I told some of my partners about it & one of the fools showed up this morning saying,"I'm just making sure no girl was over here or spent the night" lol. After kicking him out, my dumbass watches this movie called College which I turned off as soon as I saw somebody fucking in the hallway on the movie WTF! My mind got instantly filled with sex. So I went straight to sleep! I actually announced what I'm doing on Twitter but no way in hell I'm putting it on my facebook...wayyyyyyyy too many friends and family..but its only 7 so I should be reposting b4 I got to sleep...for everyone following me on this journey I vow to be 100% truthful with you and blog everything I even slightly become tempted by...DUECES!

Why I'm Doing This

I decided to do this because I want to know what it would be like to be with a woman and connect with her on more than a physical level. I have to deal with so much other bs from chicks that Im not mentally attracted to them. So by doing this I know that whoever Im talking to is on the same levels me & that I actually like her.